You should find another job, Dean. 該放手了吧，大哥

我最喜歡的Dean獨白是在2.20 John墳墓前和2.22 死去的Sam前這二段。我想沒人能看此二段不動容的吧?看了N遍，每次看到"Why do we have to sacrifice everything, Dad?" 我都想跟Dean說:

You don't have to, Dean. You don't have to always be your father's good boy. You don't need to be a superhero.Why should you? For promise? For self-esteem? Oh, please. Don't be so stubborn and straight. Quit hunting and being a good son now if you don't feel happy.You have the choice, don't you? Just follow your mind. I just don't get it what you feared. Besides, people come, and people go. It's the natural order. Thus saving people is not your responsibility.

Plus, I have to say,there's no superhero in the world. You've just watched too much TV. No one is perfect. If you did all of these for the self-value, why didn't you just pick a simple role ? You know, like being a good mechanic or even a good father, these roles are more suitable for real life and it's easier to fulfill.

Here, I made a poem (jingle) for you: "Hunting sucks, hunting's lame, hunting always makes you dead."

In my point of view, hunting doesn't fit you so well. You're soft-hearted, sentimental, and too sensitive. Actually,you're a family guy ! You love family. This is so wrong for a hunter. The good hunter should be ruthless and no folks. He doen't give a damn about anyone. Most of them live alone, pass alone and do everything alone. (At least not with his brother.) Please wake up and ask yourself indeed:Is this worth? Are you really happy to be a hunter? Of course not. That happiness is your father's, not yours. John got his good sons. And you? You got nothing but pain. So forget what John said. He's dead and he can't control you anymore. You should have your brand new life. Make yourself proud and make life easier.

And I think the "Apple Pie Life" is not that bad for you. You're just saying, right? You've just never lived it. In fact,you love it. I know you'll get used to it as you used to live a hunting life. Trust me,as long as you start your "Apple Pie Life", you'll enjoy it. I know you, Dean.

Let me ask you a question: Didn't you ever find out that the more people you saved, the more people died because of you ? That is to say, you're saving people while you're killing people------the people who don't deserve to die. Sadly but true,the result will never effective as it should be. That's why I say that wasting your whole life hunting is worthless.

Hence, my suggestion for good to both you and the world is that you don't go hunting. You need a normal job and say this:"Screw the monsters. Let them rot themselves."

Also, just face it: You're not like John or even Sam that kind of people who can be cold and cruel in a minute when they really want to be . They finish the jobs by hook or by crook in the critical time. You're too weak to be like them even though you always try so hard. Sometimes I just couldn't bear that watch you being such a hypocrite. I feel sorry for you but annoyed in the meanwhile.

Oh, Dean, I'm not blaming or mad at you. All of these I'm telling you are the truths. Deep down , you've already known. Go to find another good job,then. Life goes on .

若是有朝一日與Dean Winchester碰面，我應該會使出渾身解數這樣催眠他，歐不，是力勸他。(感覺像在勸他這獵人該退休了? XD) 各位Dean girls , 我說得有理嗎? 為了他好，還是要勸他 Stop hunting.